Today is my birthday

Nothing special,
actually I do not know how to celebrate it, maybe I celebrated the last two days, shopping and short travelling, I planned to go to Malaysia or maybe Thailand for a visit, but did not, maybe not yet.
Just one minute ago, I called mom. She was watching TV. I did not mention today is my birthday, and obviously she also did not think out. She forgot, not mention daddy.

I persuade myself to be strong. In the whole world, no person realised today is my birthday.

I remember last time, spending with S.B, I had been with her for four years, she once remembered and celebrated with me before she married, oh Jess, I have not been with her for recent four years, I remember which day was her birthday, but on that day I did not realise it for the recent three years.

BORING...BORING...BORING...