raining

Actually I do not want to give a title, cause what I am going to write is very random... just something jumping into my mind.

My happiest time everyday, just encountered some nice music, and read something funny. Another happy thing is 'dating' with a very beautiful lady for dinner, could talk lots, probably the talks I shared with her is the whole words I spoken everyday. Another happy thing is running every night, for health.

I am sad sometimes when I recalled my childhood, mom was so strict with me. The happy memory was the time when I was eloping with my hook, to go fishing that day. oh... pathetic experience, we did not know how to fish, and unfortunately we got something like young snake, we were so scared, I forget what's punishment I had gotten for this risk. Well... when I was young, I imagined several times I eloped with someone, someone who was brave enough to hold my hands and we run, but this is never happened, and wont happen. I did really want to escape from home when I was young.

Now actually, I do not know how to describe, last time when I was at home, I felt homeless.

Today read something about ribosome. What's life supposed to be.
From yesterday's night, I started to listen radio before I went to bed, also today. I recalled the old man who was once our neighbour in our old house. He was listening radio when I was young. I missed the old house, it's large with big garden which was deserted long long ago. I am afraid of being living there alone...

Why I called this title 'raining', cause it's raining heavily when I went out for lunch... raining everyday...

Oh... baby where is your home, here??