worm

Last night until 1:40, I kept on belly paining, on my left side.
I guess there was a worm biting me constantly, less than one minute to bit another bite.
I failed to breath when it bit me, only could grab the sheet and breathless and waited for that moment finished.

I fallen sleep or might lose consciousness later.

This morning near 8:00am. I was in a dream, in the wild, maybe near some tombs, but under the sunshine, the bright worm became a wired witch. Wearing black coat but still liked a worm on the ground, opened big month without teeth towards me, scared me. Old witch, I turned a little girl at that time, I was afraid of being close to her, I just grab some little stones to throw in her throat, three or two stones came into her opened mouth, she became crazy, I knew I must kill her otherwise my nightmare would never be gone...

Then I wake up without finishing the killing action, and I know I will still live in the curse she gave me.

I hate pain, which made me helpless, shapeless, lost hope, lost faith, give up dignity, give up everything... but I could not escape, I found no way I can escape...

Even the trees under the windows are the snitch of the witch, they whispered in the winds, tried to make me surrender and laugh at the girl being tortured by pain, even the curtain, they bribed it...

I was dead, and rebirth, but still live in the nightmare...

New day, new hope... give up old pains, never think about it again... fight like a real warrior... slip the wound and comfort yourself... life goes on...