Sunday

I found, when I watched TV or film, I could fully focus on, it had a HIGH efficiency.
While I watched biological stuff, I had a LOW efficiency and could not focus well.
Life is short, do I better to put limited time on high efficient things?

Give man a MASK, he can tell you the TRUTH.

I slipped today, I cleaned the floor with lots of water and antiseptic solution. The floor is so slippy and my bared feet had low fraction with floor, so I fallen down and hurt. I wanted to cry but did not.

Baby, you do not have a warm arm that could give your cozy comfort, you do not have a broad shoulder that you could cry on it.

My hand, arm and leg got hurt occasionally. Leave me scars lots...

I felt half waked and half coma, more like being absorbed and dried. I came out to find fruits and wolfberry. Drank lots, I am afraid of seeing doctor and also afraid of being sick. I took hot and cold shower three turns, excessive doing exercise seems never being reached.

That day, she told me, she cried after making love. The first time she cried cause the man she loves does not love her back.

She is a cat, her children memory was that the home more liked a battlefield. She wants happiness and also full of fear. She suffered pain and fight hard like a warrior.

Remember daddy told me those stories about strong man, tugh and brave. Sometimes I want myself have a courage to cut my hair, bold maybe and be like a man...not girlish and womanish and wont cry under any situations. Damn...

Just be strong...baby...Why I still have a high temperature...