Death

I did not realize I was going to die before I 'slept'.
When I 'wake up', I found my body lied there, no breath, I was just a empty soul floating in the air.
I saw one of my favor picture was put in front of my body, enlarged picture which when I was took it, I did not realize it would become the picture shown in my funeral.
My old friends seldom realized I was dead, they lived the life as usual. Thanks God, they did not know, otherwise they would gossip lots. It would be nice just let me disappear without their knowledge.
The only thing it's hard for me to see, is to see the sadness of my parents. How hard for them to accept the fact that their daughter left.
My empty figure could do nothing, just there... full of regret, how could my whole life end like this way, so ordinary, so plain, so meaningless.

P.S I do not realize one day I am going to die the same as I did not realize I was dead.

Sometimes I feel the time just fly away, I can do NOTHING, just ... please bless me a life that's really worthy living even with pain, hurt, struggle. Actually I accept the pain, cause it's drag my nerve making me alive.

Stop writing, focus on studying...