My eyes got a pain, burned, kind of..
The exam, I guessed lots, even calculation I knew the formula but did not carry mine calculator, I was so lazy that I could only try to guess the answer, and right now I do not care it's right or wrong.
I did not enjoy the exam, no feeling of achievement, the only one nice thing I finished guessing in half an hour even it's allowed two and half hours to finish.
I do not want to blame myself, I tried, should I have tried harder?
There is one exam left, prepare carefully.
I hate the feeling of exhausted, but I do feel this way.
I am also afraid of failure, should be confident, one thing I know, I am still full of dream which sustains my life going on.
Next semester go to gym, after exam, focus on programing and know more about the vibration among covalent bonds or whatever bonds.
When am I going to start swimming?
Nov 30, 2009
Nov 28, 2009
The girl
Young girlish dream, when I was 18 years old, I once imagined when I stood before the window looking outside, a boy passed through the window and looked up, and seeing a girl like me.
I always love the story about falling in love for the first time. Just as a man seeing a girl passing through his window, his eyes became so soft and gentle, he forget everything and only her in his eyes and minds.
This girl is lucky.
wanted to be loved very simply, peacefully, no matter one year, ten years and 100 years, those gentleness like water, flows in heart forever.
Recently reading a book, letter not about love, the unrequited love, sometimes was sad, sometimes was just reading for reading.
Sometimes I would think about how men spent his life, sometimes was sad, abandoned smartness into their daily life, maybe I never once understand one. Even my daddy, miss my parents. Today is Sunday...
I always love the story about falling in love for the first time. Just as a man seeing a girl passing through his window, his eyes became so soft and gentle, he forget everything and only her in his eyes and minds.
This girl is lucky.
wanted to be loved very simply, peacefully, no matter one year, ten years and 100 years, those gentleness like water, flows in heart forever.
Recently reading a book, letter not about love, the unrequited love, sometimes was sad, sometimes was just reading for reading.
Sometimes I would think about how men spent his life, sometimes was sad, abandoned smartness into their daily life, maybe I never once understand one. Even my daddy, miss my parents. Today is Sunday...
Nov 27, 2009
purity
Just few minutes ago,
Nelly found I was writing blog here,
such a young girl in her 19 years old, youth and pure, lovely.
I was once young, that's all I felt about.
I feel tired, and also feel.. deep in my heart, love yourself, baby...
go on finish reading...
Nelly found I was writing blog here,
such a young girl in her 19 years old, youth and pure, lovely.
I was once young, that's all I felt about.
I feel tired, and also feel.. deep in my heart, love yourself, baby...
go on finish reading...
something
Look at her eyes,
like a cat,
yawning
yawning for the attention,
In this Saturday morning, a bit cold,
just
just want you to
hold
hold me
tightly and silently.
silent warmth, tight hug...
silence...
like a cat,
yawning
yawning for the attention,
In this Saturday morning, a bit cold,
just
just want you to
hold
hold me
tightly and silently.
silent warmth, tight hug...
silence...
Motivation
Love is great motivation to do lots of things.
Just talked with mom.
I love them, also cherish being loved.
Be a good girl...
Just talked with mom.
I love them, also cherish being loved.
Be a good girl...
Nov 26, 2009
sometimes
Sometimes in my life, I was so crazy about something,
such as I strongly wanted to have something, such as I strongly wanted to watch a film, such as... but it's always made me feel disappointed once I got.
should not have been crazy about things...
Maybe just like destiny, my life has been paved... just follow it...
Baby, be strong...
such as I strongly wanted to have something, such as I strongly wanted to watch a film, such as... but it's always made me feel disappointed once I got.
should not have been crazy about things...
Maybe just like destiny, my life has been paved... just follow it...
Baby, be strong...
crazy analogy idea
When I was looking at the folding proteins.
Each subunits more like each lands of the earth surrounded by oceans, which surrounded by water.
and creatures including humans like those molecules in the protein.
The driving force of folding just like the driving force of the froming of the earth.
Outside is the universe, outside of the proteins is the different proteins.
The solar systems like the cell.
The whole universe follows the rule of fractal.
Baby, fully devoted, for the short-life to enjoy the knowledge.
Tonight will go to watch film, 21.
Each subunits more like each lands of the earth surrounded by oceans, which surrounded by water.
and creatures including humans like those molecules in the protein.
The driving force of folding just like the driving force of the froming of the earth.
Outside is the universe, outside of the proteins is the different proteins.
The solar systems like the cell.
The whole universe follows the rule of fractal.
Baby, fully devoted, for the short-life to enjoy the knowledge.
Tonight will go to watch film, 21.
Nov 25, 2009
Believe your judgement
Four years ago, when I talked with clients, I suggested them to choose Google to put their advertisement on, rather cooperate with Alibaba, cause Alibaba also needed to put advertisement on Google, I once called the Alibaba company, and learnt they used some mirror what what, I did not know those technical network stuff, but my intuition was correct. I do not know what's the present situation was, and how the does the Alibaba company run and what's their service, just one thing I am sure there companies were complicated, and have the government support.
I am young, and I guess in the next few years I could have a chance to see what's going to happen.
I worry about future, what can I do... sometimes I am so naive, so out of social... do not know how to survive...
I am young, and I guess in the next few years I could have a chance to see what's going to happen.
I worry about future, what can I do... sometimes I am so naive, so out of social... do not know how to survive...
Nov 24, 2009
Useful commend
1. check the installed package information
cat /var/log/dpkg.log | grep "\ install\ "
ls -l /var/log/dpkg*
cat /var/log/dpkg.log | grep "\ install\ "
ls -l /var/log/dpkg*
Death
I did not realize I was going to die before I 'slept'.
When I 'wake up', I found my body lied there, no breath, I was just a empty soul floating in the air.
I saw one of my favor picture was put in front of my body, enlarged picture which when I was took it, I did not realize it would become the picture shown in my funeral.
My old friends seldom realized I was dead, they lived the life as usual. Thanks God, they did not know, otherwise they would gossip lots. It would be nice just let me disappear without their knowledge.
The only thing it's hard for me to see, is to see the sadness of my parents. How hard for them to accept the fact that their daughter left.
My empty figure could do nothing, just there... full of regret, how could my whole life end like this way, so ordinary, so plain, so meaningless.
P.S I do not realize one day I am going to die the same as I did not realize I was dead.
Sometimes I feel the time just fly away, I can do NOTHING, just ... please bless me a life that's really worthy living even with pain, hurt, struggle. Actually I accept the pain, cause it's drag my nerve making me alive.
Stop writing, focus on studying...
When I 'wake up', I found my body lied there, no breath, I was just a empty soul floating in the air.
I saw one of my favor picture was put in front of my body, enlarged picture which when I was took it, I did not realize it would become the picture shown in my funeral.
My old friends seldom realized I was dead, they lived the life as usual. Thanks God, they did not know, otherwise they would gossip lots. It would be nice just let me disappear without their knowledge.
The only thing it's hard for me to see, is to see the sadness of my parents. How hard for them to accept the fact that their daughter left.
My empty figure could do nothing, just there... full of regret, how could my whole life end like this way, so ordinary, so plain, so meaningless.
P.S I do not realize one day I am going to die the same as I did not realize I was dead.
Sometimes I feel the time just fly away, I can do NOTHING, just ... please bless me a life that's really worthy living even with pain, hurt, struggle. Actually I accept the pain, cause it's drag my nerve making me alive.
Stop writing, focus on studying...
something
Appreciate critical comments.
Frustration can make people work hard, that's how I feel, work harder... I have already fallen behind, should need worker harder and harder...
Frustration can make people work hard, that's how I feel, work harder... I have already fallen behind, should need worker harder and harder...
Nov 23, 2009
Be a good girl
Be a good girl,
That's all?
Yesterday night, reading a book, later realized, how happy and carefree to be young, do not know the word, 'loneliness'. I wished I would be ten years younger or ten years older, probably ten years difference, would let me realize no solitude.
Day by day, when I saw myself in the mirror, is the end of youth?
Aging...
That's all?
Yesterday night, reading a book, later realized, how happy and carefree to be young, do not know the word, 'loneliness'. I wished I would be ten years younger or ten years older, probably ten years difference, would let me realize no solitude.
Day by day, when I saw myself in the mirror, is the end of youth?
Aging...
Frustration
Today met the Tiger from M.I.T, prof. Koh.
I feel so frustrated, and great failures.
Why cannot I fail to be smart, or maybe work so hard, so energetic...
damn...
I feel so frustrated, and great failures.
Why cannot I fail to be smart, or maybe work so hard, so energetic...
damn...
Nov 22, 2009
food
I hate food,
when the food was in front of me, my stomach was so sad and wanted to cry...
I should not have disliked food, how can people have such complex that one side depends on it and another side hate it so much... how the balance between hate and dependent...just hope they can meet peacefully.
I HATE FOOD... my stomach being tortured now by those things I ate... baby...try to distract your attention to other things, it's a bad habit to vomit once you learned...
When I came downstairs, there was some person behind me which reminds me of my daddy... I am sorry, daddy... I still cannot love food, when I was a baby, you found all ways to make me eat something, take me to the friends you know, and let them praise mine mouth, open and then immediately you put something in my mouth, try to give some nice things as a exchange for me to eat something, even let me throw your expensive watch cause I like to throw your watch by my little hand and then stumbled to pick up and throw again...
I am sorry, daddy... food makes me sad, but I still finish eating, nearly and try not to waste... daddy... I am still the little child, still need spoil...
when the food was in front of me, my stomach was so sad and wanted to cry...
I should not have disliked food, how can people have such complex that one side depends on it and another side hate it so much... how the balance between hate and dependent...just hope they can meet peacefully.
I HATE FOOD... my stomach being tortured now by those things I ate... baby...try to distract your attention to other things, it's a bad habit to vomit once you learned...
When I came downstairs, there was some person behind me which reminds me of my daddy... I am sorry, daddy... I still cannot love food, when I was a baby, you found all ways to make me eat something, take me to the friends you know, and let them praise mine mouth, open and then immediately you put something in my mouth, try to give some nice things as a exchange for me to eat something, even let me throw your expensive watch cause I like to throw your watch by my little hand and then stumbled to pick up and throw again...
I am sorry, daddy... food makes me sad, but I still finish eating, nearly and try not to waste... daddy... I am still the little child, still need spoil...
Nov 21, 2009
HER
HER eyes are full of seduction.
The men's pine down for her, to her just a decoration of her beauty.
The cigarette between her long fingers, the smoke raises, I cannot see her clearly through the distant smoke...
When I saw that cat again on the way to have breakfast, I remember her.
The men's pine down for her, to her just a decoration of her beauty.
The cigarette between her long fingers, the smoke raises, I cannot see her clearly through the distant smoke...
When I saw that cat again on the way to have breakfast, I remember her.
New day
A very pleasant morning,
outside the soft wind,
even the breakfast was the same as yesterday's, but it tastes fabulous.
sometimes, life can be so beautiful without pain.
To all the God I know, please give me an exemption.
Even to satan, please let the pain go, is it you who sent the monster to hurt me? It has hurt me enough, what do you still want?
勇敢一点。。。。
outside the soft wind,
even the breakfast was the same as yesterday's, but it tastes fabulous.
sometimes, life can be so beautiful without pain.
To all the God I know, please give me an exemption.
Even to satan, please let the pain go, is it you who sent the monster to hurt me? It has hurt me enough, what do you still want?
勇敢一点。。。。
Nov 20, 2009
worm
Last night until 1:40, I kept on belly paining, on my left side.
I guess there was a worm biting me constantly, less than one minute to bit another bite.
I failed to breath when it bit me, only could grab the sheet and breathless and waited for that moment finished.
I fallen sleep or might lose consciousness later.
This morning near 8:00am. I was in a dream, in the wild, maybe near some tombs, but under the sunshine, the bright worm became a wired witch. Wearing black coat but still liked a worm on the ground, opened big month without teeth towards me, scared me. Old witch, I turned a little girl at that time, I was afraid of being close to her, I just grab some little stones to throw in her throat, three or two stones came into her opened mouth, she became crazy, I knew I must kill her otherwise my nightmare would never be gone...
Then I wake up without finishing the killing action, and I know I will still live in the curse she gave me.
I hate pain, which made me helpless, shapeless, lost hope, lost faith, give up dignity, give up everything... but I could not escape, I found no way I can escape...
Even the trees under the windows are the snitch of the witch, they whispered in the winds, tried to make me surrender and laugh at the girl being tortured by pain, even the curtain, they bribed it...
I was dead, and rebirth, but still live in the nightmare...
New day, new hope... give up old pains, never think about it again... fight like a real warrior... slip the wound and comfort yourself... life goes on...
I guess there was a worm biting me constantly, less than one minute to bit another bite.
I failed to breath when it bit me, only could grab the sheet and breathless and waited for that moment finished.
I fallen sleep or might lose consciousness later.
This morning near 8:00am. I was in a dream, in the wild, maybe near some tombs, but under the sunshine, the bright worm became a wired witch. Wearing black coat but still liked a worm on the ground, opened big month without teeth towards me, scared me. Old witch, I turned a little girl at that time, I was afraid of being close to her, I just grab some little stones to throw in her throat, three or two stones came into her opened mouth, she became crazy, I knew I must kill her otherwise my nightmare would never be gone...
Then I wake up without finishing the killing action, and I know I will still live in the curse she gave me.
I hate pain, which made me helpless, shapeless, lost hope, lost faith, give up dignity, give up everything... but I could not escape, I found no way I can escape...
Even the trees under the windows are the snitch of the witch, they whispered in the winds, tried to make me surrender and laugh at the girl being tortured by pain, even the curtain, they bribed it...
I was dead, and rebirth, but still live in the nightmare...
New day, new hope... give up old pains, never think about it again... fight like a real warrior... slip the wound and comfort yourself... life goes on...
Nov 18, 2009
Happiness
Right now I feel happy, cause no pain going to kill me now.
I have been through the hellish yesterday.
I cherish the right moments, no pain, life can be so perfect and lovable.
Rebirth... and never give up hope.
Hope God bless me with a peaceful afternoon and also tomorrow...
Work hard to compensate the time being took up by pain...
Be happy, baby...
I have been through the hellish yesterday.
I cherish the right moments, no pain, life can be so perfect and lovable.
Rebirth... and never give up hope.
Hope God bless me with a peaceful afternoon and also tomorrow...
Work hard to compensate the time being took up by pain...
Be happy, baby...
Nov 8, 2009
A cat
Cat is beautiful, so gorgeous. That's also the girl I met.
She is so pretty.
I known her online, I came to meet her and she looked extraordinary than her picture she sent to me before.
For a young lady in her 34, it's sensitive to ask her whether she married or not.
That night, we were sitting outside, drinking something, I flirted the drinks and listened her story. Looking at her eyes, she just simply told me, she married for one year and divorced. No more story and that's all her story.
Just writing down to memory a young lady even I sometimes could not help saying, how could you be so beautiful?
Tomorrow will go to lunch with her... maybe also dinner...
She is so pretty.
I known her online, I came to meet her and she looked extraordinary than her picture she sent to me before.
For a young lady in her 34, it's sensitive to ask her whether she married or not.
That night, we were sitting outside, drinking something, I flirted the drinks and listened her story. Looking at her eyes, she just simply told me, she married for one year and divorced. No more story and that's all her story.
Just writing down to memory a young lady even I sometimes could not help saying, how could you be so beautiful?
Tomorrow will go to lunch with her... maybe also dinner...
Sunday
I found, when I watched TV or film, I could fully focus on, it had a HIGH efficiency.
While I watched biological stuff, I had a LOW efficiency and could not focus well.
Life is short, do I better to put limited time on high efficient things?
Give man a MASK, he can tell you the TRUTH.
I slipped today, I cleaned the floor with lots of water and antiseptic solution. The floor is so slippy and my bared feet had low fraction with floor, so I fallen down and hurt. I wanted to cry but did not.
Baby, you do not have a warm arm that could give your cozy comfort, you do not have a broad shoulder that you could cry on it.
My hand, arm and leg got hurt occasionally. Leave me scars lots...
I felt half waked and half coma, more like being absorbed and dried. I came out to find fruits and wolfberry. Drank lots, I am afraid of seeing doctor and also afraid of being sick. I took hot and cold shower three turns, excessive doing exercise seems never being reached.
That day, she told me, she cried after making love. The first time she cried cause the man she loves does not love her back.
She is a cat, her children memory was that the home more liked a battlefield. She wants happiness and also full of fear. She suffered pain and fight hard like a warrior.
Remember daddy told me those stories about strong man, tugh and brave. Sometimes I want myself have a courage to cut my hair, bold maybe and be like a man...not girlish and womanish and wont cry under any situations. Damn...
Just be strong...baby...Why I still have a high temperature...
While I watched biological stuff, I had a LOW efficiency and could not focus well.
Life is short, do I better to put limited time on high efficient things?
Give man a MASK, he can tell you the TRUTH.
I slipped today, I cleaned the floor with lots of water and antiseptic solution. The floor is so slippy and my bared feet had low fraction with floor, so I fallen down and hurt. I wanted to cry but did not.
Baby, you do not have a warm arm that could give your cozy comfort, you do not have a broad shoulder that you could cry on it.
My hand, arm and leg got hurt occasionally. Leave me scars lots...
I felt half waked and half coma, more like being absorbed and dried. I came out to find fruits and wolfberry. Drank lots, I am afraid of seeing doctor and also afraid of being sick. I took hot and cold shower three turns, excessive doing exercise seems never being reached.
That day, she told me, she cried after making love. The first time she cried cause the man she loves does not love her back.
She is a cat, her children memory was that the home more liked a battlefield. She wants happiness and also full of fear. She suffered pain and fight hard like a warrior.
Remember daddy told me those stories about strong man, tugh and brave. Sometimes I want myself have a courage to cut my hair, bold maybe and be like a man...not girlish and womanish and wont cry under any situations. Damn...
Just be strong...baby...Why I still have a high temperature...
Nov 7, 2009
Nov 5, 2009
snake
Here was real, real in my dream.
This snake is so long, long enough for me to run 10 minutes to pass its whole body.
This snake is very devoted, once it locked its target, it will run after it, never change its target.
This snake runs not neighter fast nor slow, people needs to keep on running so that he could escape being caught immediately.
But people could not take a rest, could not drink, could not slow down. That's why this snake always win.
The story is beginning like that, it's always reported the lost of children seasonaly. Three months or so there would a people lost, no one knew why.
She was still a baby, had high sensitivity than others. One day her parents left home, left her with her brother, a young playful boy. He would rather play with another three young children rather take care of her and she was left under the tree when her brother and the three other children run to chased each other for fun.
Her sensitivity let her realize what's going on -- a snake is coming for her brother. She started to warn him, but her brother does not believer her. Sooner the snakes appeared, that boy kept on running for four days, he even run around trees and run to everywhere to escape, but he was so hungry, thirst and exhausted. He lost in the running with this snake.
With days went on, I became the chosen one. In the dream, I was six or seven years old. This snake evolved, this time it chosen me and my sister as target. It would keep on chasing one of us, locked us and caught one of us first.
At first, I run with my sister, sometimes we talked, talked about find a way to confine it. We runned along the way I used to go. (My dream would always happen in my hometown area, so I could back home in my dreams, and the roads, forests everything was so familiar.) I told my sister I would take the snake away, tried to get all its attention, so my sister she could get something eat in my grandma's home(My grandma died more than ten years ago and she did not like us).
My sister runned to my grandma's direction, the snake followed at first, but I stopped and called it back to me, so the snake followed me. I run with my mind, around trees that could make this snakes long body being tangled among trees.
This snake followed the people by smell and could roughly sense what's the target they followed.
My sister found me when I runed to another place. She also took a apple from frigeratory for me. The first bit was so cold, might be I running so long had made my body temperature raised so high that even a norma apple made me feel so cold.
We made plan after I bitting the first big bite of the apple. We kept on running and talking. In order to win time to set trap to get this snake. We run fast at first...
Oh..the story did not finish after I wake up...
So I just left the bed and walked to the computer and wrote it down...
Yesterday afternoon I was thinking of Daddy, his whole life was busy with this, sacrificed lots for the family... I wonder why he chosen to be married, and to take care of the family.
Sometimes I guess I need to be back to sleep again..only sleep for five hours...
To the snake who wake me up and take me back the street I was walked when I was young but does not exist...
This snake is so long, long enough for me to run 10 minutes to pass its whole body.
This snake is very devoted, once it locked its target, it will run after it, never change its target.
This snake runs not neighter fast nor slow, people needs to keep on running so that he could escape being caught immediately.
But people could not take a rest, could not drink, could not slow down. That's why this snake always win.
The story is beginning like that, it's always reported the lost of children seasonaly. Three months or so there would a people lost, no one knew why.
She was still a baby, had high sensitivity than others. One day her parents left home, left her with her brother, a young playful boy. He would rather play with another three young children rather take care of her and she was left under the tree when her brother and the three other children run to chased each other for fun.
Her sensitivity let her realize what's going on -- a snake is coming for her brother. She started to warn him, but her brother does not believer her. Sooner the snakes appeared, that boy kept on running for four days, he even run around trees and run to everywhere to escape, but he was so hungry, thirst and exhausted. He lost in the running with this snake.
With days went on, I became the chosen one. In the dream, I was six or seven years old. This snake evolved, this time it chosen me and my sister as target. It would keep on chasing one of us, locked us and caught one of us first.
At first, I run with my sister, sometimes we talked, talked about find a way to confine it. We runned along the way I used to go. (My dream would always happen in my hometown area, so I could back home in my dreams, and the roads, forests everything was so familiar.) I told my sister I would take the snake away, tried to get all its attention, so my sister she could get something eat in my grandma's home(My grandma died more than ten years ago and she did not like us).
My sister runned to my grandma's direction, the snake followed at first, but I stopped and called it back to me, so the snake followed me. I run with my mind, around trees that could make this snakes long body being tangled among trees.
This snake followed the people by smell and could roughly sense what's the target they followed.
My sister found me when I runed to another place. She also took a apple from frigeratory for me. The first bit was so cold, might be I running so long had made my body temperature raised so high that even a norma apple made me feel so cold.
We made plan after I bitting the first big bite of the apple. We kept on running and talking. In order to win time to set trap to get this snake. We run fast at first...
Oh..the story did not finish after I wake up...
So I just left the bed and walked to the computer and wrote it down...
Yesterday afternoon I was thinking of Daddy, his whole life was busy with this, sacrificed lots for the family... I wonder why he chosen to be married, and to take care of the family.
Sometimes I guess I need to be back to sleep again..only sleep for five hours...
To the snake who wake me up and take me back the street I was walked when I was young but does not exist...
abbreviation
I failed to find some dictionary for biology online that could make me easily got what does those abreviaton stands for.
So many biological terms.
1. decided to figure out where the perfect biological dictionary is.
2. build a library in my head about those terms I have already know what does those abbreviation stands for.
3. go to sleep soon...
P.S found the http://www.beelib.com/ is nice...
So many biological terms.
1. decided to figure out where the perfect biological dictionary is.
2. build a library in my head about those terms I have already know what does those abbreviation stands for.
3. go to sleep soon...
P.S found the http://www.beelib.com/ is nice...
Nov 4, 2009
Mom said
Mom said, my hands are small that could not hold the happiness.
I do not know since when I started to become not a child, such as..seeing the world in an adult views. Deep in my heart, I am still a child. I do not like my mature side, sometimes it's bad to give views about people, just as should have never think something laughable but it's very truely laughable.
Many times I chose to be loyal to my words.
曾经爱过什么人、曾经痛过
彻底地伤，彻底的醒来。再寂寥地安静，过完一生
所谓痛苦，便是我爱过你，你假装从不知晓
一直是最幸福的悲剧
未言的断点，之前苍白，之后苍老
会想念 S. F
I do not know since when I started to become not a child, such as..seeing the world in an adult views. Deep in my heart, I am still a child. I do not like my mature side, sometimes it's bad to give views about people, just as should have never think something laughable but it's very truely laughable.
Many times I chose to be loyal to my words.
曾经爱过什么人、曾经痛过
彻底地伤，彻底的醒来。再寂寥地安静，过完一生
所谓痛苦，便是我爱过你，你假装从不知晓
一直是最幸福的悲剧
未言的断点，之前苍白，之后苍老
会想念 S. F
Old songs
Just addicted myself in those old songs... I wonder whether they will go...
Something totally funny...
I know a lady who once visited "Mars" five years ago. Every time I talked with her, she would connect the things to her experience in Mars, when I mentioned the teachers here, she would say how different and nice the teachers in Mars. When I mentioned the subway, she would also say how subway Different and Nice in Mars. When I mentioned the campus, she would also say how campus Different and Nice in Mars. When I mentioned...she would also say how ...Different and Nice in Mars.
I am not the person who liked to anaylze or conclude or give opinions. How can people's life be so pathetic like this. Next time when I met her again, I would mention men...what's Different and Nice topic, she would not say how Different and Nice the men in Mars cause it's a wise for a married mother to complie other men different and nice.
Another two things I do not understand. One day I met a lady, she asked whether she looked thin. Based on my experience, it's always nice to tell a lady that she looks thin. So I answered, yes and compathied said, you might work so hard. She then became very proud to tell me how successful she made in the two months, she insisted not have dinner for two months already and she claimed that dinner was not good for health. She is the third lady I met do not have dinner...should not be surprised. But sometimes it made me happy when I enjoyed dinner even the dinner is just as usual.
Another thing it's very laughable. I have a friend, one day he needed to meet a lady he knew online. We had dinner in a nice restaurant, I should not have been there but he totally claimed that he needed me to be there. Just as expected something was going to happen between him and that lady. That lady she did not eat at all, just picked some fruits. I was sure that lady liked my friend. I left them in that hotel and when I left, I did laugh for this lady cause she did not want my friend to enjoy her lovely belly...(I am forgivablely evil), about one month later, I had dinner with my friend in that same restaurant, but the place she did sit on was empty. We were sitting in the same table and he wanted to order the same food the same as that day he ordered. I was still enjoying the dinner, how lucky my stomach. I knew he missed her, missed that night.
Another lady she is totally beautiful. Sometimes I wonder whethe she made some surgery for her face. Beautiful, intelligent, funny and very attractive and many nights we just sitting outside enjoying the talking, drinks and the nights. She is the one I can talk with, totally not some superficial lady. The point is that why she is single and probably I want to help her to find a partner.
When I said, even breathing is lonely. She encouraged me to write lyrics. When I said, want you to stay, but also want to exile happiness. She strongly encouraged me to write this down.
Decide to plan a trip for my birthday. Two or three days after final exam. Seaside, beach, walking on the streets among strang people, cold drinks, chilly foods, sunset, nightwind blows my hair. One thing I wont do is that I wont take phone and laptop and do not order hotel online first. Just very simple trip, mainly want to go to Malaysia.
Something totally funny...
I know a lady who once visited "Mars" five years ago. Every time I talked with her, she would connect the things to her experience in Mars, when I mentioned the teachers here, she would say how different and nice the teachers in Mars. When I mentioned the subway, she would also say how subway Different and Nice in Mars. When I mentioned the campus, she would also say how campus Different and Nice in Mars. When I mentioned...she would also say how ...Different and Nice in Mars.
I am not the person who liked to anaylze or conclude or give opinions. How can people's life be so pathetic like this. Next time when I met her again, I would mention men...what's Different and Nice topic, she would not say how Different and Nice the men in Mars cause it's a wise for a married mother to complie other men different and nice.
Another two things I do not understand. One day I met a lady, she asked whether she looked thin. Based on my experience, it's always nice to tell a lady that she looks thin. So I answered, yes and compathied said, you might work so hard. She then became very proud to tell me how successful she made in the two months, she insisted not have dinner for two months already and she claimed that dinner was not good for health. She is the third lady I met do not have dinner...should not be surprised. But sometimes it made me happy when I enjoyed dinner even the dinner is just as usual.
Another thing it's very laughable. I have a friend, one day he needed to meet a lady he knew online. We had dinner in a nice restaurant, I should not have been there but he totally claimed that he needed me to be there. Just as expected something was going to happen between him and that lady. That lady she did not eat at all, just picked some fruits. I was sure that lady liked my friend. I left them in that hotel and when I left, I did laugh for this lady cause she did not want my friend to enjoy her lovely belly...(I am forgivablely evil), about one month later, I had dinner with my friend in that same restaurant, but the place she did sit on was empty. We were sitting in the same table and he wanted to order the same food the same as that day he ordered. I was still enjoying the dinner, how lucky my stomach. I knew he missed her, missed that night.
Another lady she is totally beautiful. Sometimes I wonder whethe she made some surgery for her face. Beautiful, intelligent, funny and very attractive and many nights we just sitting outside enjoying the talking, drinks and the nights. She is the one I can talk with, totally not some superficial lady. The point is that why she is single and probably I want to help her to find a partner.
When I said, even breathing is lonely. She encouraged me to write lyrics. When I said, want you to stay, but also want to exile happiness. She strongly encouraged me to write this down.
Decide to plan a trip for my birthday. Two or three days after final exam. Seaside, beach, walking on the streets among strang people, cold drinks, chilly foods, sunset, nightwind blows my hair. One thing I wont do is that I wont take phone and laptop and do not order hotel online first. Just very simple trip, mainly want to go to Malaysia.
Nov 1, 2009
Problem unsolved
1. After installing the Ubuntu, when running the Linux OS, there was an overheating problem for laptop, but not for desktop.
2. Failed to play the animation of the PDF in my computer, no matter under adobe reader 7.0 or 9.02 version. It's reported that the java script windows, the adobe reader encountered the problem, but this PDF file with animations can be played in other computers.
3. How can I set the footnote in each slide using beamer.
(Once the problem solved, I will add the solution.)
2. Failed to play the animation of the PDF in my computer, no matter under adobe reader 7.0 or 9.02 version. It's reported that the java script windows, the adobe reader encountered the problem, but this PDF file with animations can be played in other computers.
3. How can I set the footnote in each slide using beamer.
(Once the problem solved, I will add the solution.)
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